It's not a night. Not yet a morning.

I can't wait to continue my flash project.. Aaa.. ^^' i try to learn and i found It's really interesting. Oh no i can't sleep. Terbangun At 4.00 coz i'm really cant wait to finish it. Aneh ya. Btw Buat sekilas info aja nih. . . In this months hingga tanggal 27.. Aku telatnya udah 619 menit^^ kyaaa! Huehehe.. Sepertinya bakal dapet st. La.. Lala.. I have to be Discipline!

Really Funny

Haha.. can you imagine how funny to have this for dinner?















And This....

i miss u

Yeaa..

It's my bedroom few years ago..

(hm.. maybe about 5 yrs ago)

It's small...

Not a big size room

there're only my bed

and some of my stuffs..

my doll... cassette... some gifts...

and framed puzzle ~

no computer or electronics..

But... i love it so much

I miss this small room :')

Ps:

I won't put my current bedroom..

coz... it's so untidy :P

"The Contradiction of Me"

The Contradiction of Me


I don’t like cold
But I love ice cream

I don’t want to eat much calories
But I love chocolate filling-doughnout

I don’t like to spend too much money
But I like shopping and buy some goods for myself

I don’t like makeup
But I love my pearl lipstick

I am not a real pianist
But I love to play piano for myself

I don’t like man with curly hair
But I like Mika & his great songs

I don’t like ppl gossiping behind me
But sometimes I want to know ‘bout others

I don’t want to be angry
But I think sometimes I have to do that

I don’t like the mess in my bedroom
But I’m too lazy to make it clean and tidy

I never think to be a leader
But I have to try to lead myself to be a great person

I am not a workaholic person
But the reality forced me to working hard

I don’t like talking too much
But I can talking much when I feel comfort

I don’t like waiting too long…
But I always late & make ppl waiting for me

I don’t like to be trapped
But sometimes it happened before I realize it

I don’t like to hurt anybody
But sometimes I did something that could hurt them

I don’t want to lie
But I have to do that

I don’t know
But I never want to know

I don’t like to read a book
But I love to writing down all things inside my mind

I don’t know what I wrote about
But now you can read what I wrote…

I’m not live in a perfect world
But I love my wonderful life

123 step of life

1.2.3 Step of Life...


"You born"

You learn how to cry
You learn how to smile
You learn how to see the world
You know what is sweetness
You know what is happiness
You know what is comfort
You know what is care
You know what is love

You learn how to reach things
You learn how to stand up
You learn how to walk
You learn how to run


You try how to call your Dad
You try how to call your Mom
You try how to call your siblings
You try how to call your Grandpa
You try how to call your Grandma


"You Grow Up"

You learn how to act
You learn how to say no
You learn how to say yes
You learn how to say thank you

You try to spell a to z
You try to writing 1 2 3
You try to explore some new things
You try to develop what you've learned

You know what is life
You know what is love
You know how to trust
You know how to say hi
You know how to say good bye

You know who is your friend
You know who is your enemy
You know what is bad for you
You know what is good for you

You choose your home
You choose your own food
You choose your own drink
You choose your soulmate
You choose your workplace
You choose your own favourite dress

You understand how bad is difficulty
You understand how bad is being hurt
You understand how bad is being trapped
You understand how bad is being rejected
You understand how bad is a failure

You try to make things easier
You try to solve your own problems
You try to being an angel for friends
You try to creating your own success
You try to speak out loud when you feel trapped


"Now, you're mature"

You should know how to be a person.

A novel of You

“There's some fiction in your truth
There's some truth in your fiction...”
~neo~

* * *

Just a thought of my mind:

What is life?
How do you think your life is?
Do you happy? Do you sad?


Maybe….
You looks happy, but you’re cry inside
You show your smile, but there’re so many things unspoken
You think you’re right but you’re not realize that You’re in a wrong line..

Do you realize that there’re so many lies between our stories of life?

Maybe..

Day by day,
You create a novel of yourself
Page by page…

Develop the silly story of lies
& published them with a real fake smile

Is it you called with “happiness”?

Hey!
Just wake up..

It’s not a imaginery dream anymore

It’s a real life
Not a fiction novel…

* * *

~*kichi*~

(*finally.. it's published! :D)

"Life is unpredictable"

"Life is unpredictable"

When you say 'this', the fact says 'that'
When you want 'this', people give you 'that'
When you think that you 'this', ppl think you 'that'

So. what's the point, huh?

Maybe, sometimes..

when you think you're not a person, when you feel bad...
when you're not realize what's the best inside of you...

Ppl will see you as an angel for them...


*sekian.. kyaaa... tugas blog ku selesai, ste..dengan tema mu wkekekek*

Gajebo Night

"Wahai... Dengungan Lalat.....
kamu memang KECIL, tapi sangat mengganggu.."

Hehehe..
Ini mungkin bukan topik yang menyenangkan untuk dibahas tapi kadang2 suara dengungan itu, meski kecil tapi sungguh mengganggu.. Sorry guys.. haha..
Tapi lalat itu memang salah satu jenis serangga yang cukup mengganggu ya..
Dia KECIL, tapi.... gitu deh...

Dah ah, ganti topik...

Now, 7.15 pm
still at the office...

Sitting down here, stuck,
just because one problem that i don't know how to solve it..
Aaaa... Powerpoint dodol.. cih cih....

Just a lil' thing come out from my mind

"Stresfull day starts today"



Itu adalah salah satu status YM di awal minggu kmrn

Gimana enggaaaaa.. 3 minggu belakangan ini, kerjaan lagi numpuk bnget.. Masalahnya Banyak hal yang harus dikerjakan tapi waktunya itu loh.... jadi hasilnya Lembur muluuu.... dan itu hampir terjadi tiap ari.. Kalo ada anak yang lembur, otomatis hrs ikutan krn g hrs bertanggung jwb, bantuin or sedikit bnyk ngontrol atau melihat2 kerjaannya...

lama-lama berasa juga ya capenya.. Jenuh, mungkin...
Dan agak berat ngejalanin kerjaan spt ini...


Jadi inget pas masa-masa kerja di kantor lama...
Jaman itu tuh, masuk kerjanya sih enak ya.. jem 9-an, kadang-kadang gw telat2in..

tapi.. Jam pulangnya?? ga je bo......... -_-

Rata-rata pulang jem 8... Paling cepet pulang jem 7 30... hueh...

dan itu terjadi tiap hari.. dan hebatnya g bertahan hingga 1 setengah tahun..
hehe.. padahal udah ngeluh2 sendiri tiap ari sejak awal masuk :P~ aneh memang....

gini nih pas masuk pertama2 uda ngmg sama diri sendiri
"gua cuma mo disini paling 6 bulan, abis itu cao..."
Eh........ taunya........ ga nyangka bertahan segitu lama

Serasa ga punya kehidupan sih kl kerja kaya gitu, pulang dah keburu cape..
di kantor orang yg ditemui cuma itu-itu aja.... Tapi antar karyawan otomatis jadi solid :)
Tapi ya gitu deh....... stres gila. d kntr ga berani berkutik smua, komunikasi antar karyawan cm lewat Ym :p
entah mengapa bos nya terlihat sungguh menakutkan...

Jadi di kantor bawaannya takut mulu.. takut dimarain... ato disentimenin...
agak sedikit trauma juga sama suara pintu di bawah.. langkah kaki di tangga (kntrny di lante 2)...
sama suara telpon.. parno sndiri pokoknyaa... (Mel, wis, karlin.. lo org tau donk what i mean? haha)

Tapi masa2 itu sudah lewat..
fiuh fiuh.. tapi sedikit banyak gw belajar dr pengalaman selama kerja disitu si (kecuali soal waktu)
Di sana g belajar gmn bekerja dengan rapi, teliti,bikin mockup dll.. bagus sih for experience tp kalo diinget2 jam pulang g masih dendam.. huaha... untunggggg g uda ga disitu kalo engga bisa tua sampe bego di situ kae ci w**** (nama disensor demi menghindari hal2 yang kurang berkenan.. huahaha..)

Eh kok ngmgin masa lalu sih.. mule ngelantur ya...

Back to today
Hari ini ikutan ke tmp klien ngurusin kerjaan yang ada salah...
Mungkin cuma dengerin doank sih dr orang produksi....

"Maybe We should try to learn something from the mistake..."

benar2 masa stres yang paling indah... ^^'
I'll try to enjoy it.. hehehe

hm hm
hari ini bakal lembur ga yah?
^^'

07 Nov 07.07 PM

Nyahhhhhh..
hari ini sepertinya akan lembur lagi -_-
Agak2 pasrah sih.. hueh..
tapi yaaaaa da cukup terbiasa dengan lembur hingga larut malam
hehehehe..

Sepertinya memang butuh refreshing banget..
Pengen sehari aja ambil cuti.... taaapii.......... kok ga bisaa yaa kaenya..
Jadi sirik sama oknum tertentu yang dengan sengaja pamer kebahagiaan..
ikud donk.. ikudddd....... ikud cuti juga.. he he he.. sirik ni....

*hueh.. you know who you are... *mari sini kutatap dengan sinis.. cihh...*
hiehiehe.. pis pis...

Ah.. enaknya yang ga punya beban...

Knapa ya 3 minggu belakangan ini ngerasain banget yang namanya cape kerja...
Belum lagi adanya kesalahan2 tertentu plus keteledoran gw dalam QC...
ya.. resiko sih.. buat pembelajaran.. lain x emang mesti hati2...

Yeah... there're so many things that can't get outta my mind...
Maybe i'm too tired.. too care with all of these...

Terlalu jauhkah terlibat dan terlalu peduli dengan semuanya?
Sepertinya iya.. Sangat.. dan harus mencoba untuk lebih rileks, santai...
Hari ini juga dah dapet pencerahan dari petinggi.. *hehe*
Yah... saya masih butuh banyak belajar...

Tapi kayanya otak sama hati dan fisik masih ga sinkron... *alibi mode*

pokonya intinyaa... capeee siii.........

mungkin ini semua cuma salah satu bagian kecil susahnya kerja..
Mungkin di luaran sana masih ada begitu banyak kerjaan lain yang ga kalah ribet...

Try to think positive..!

I'll try to flow with all of these...
Mungkin ini saatnya bagi g untuk belajar lebih...
Belajar banyak untuk segala hal...

Kalau ga ada kesempatan ini, mungkin g ga bs belajar sebanyak ini...

Thanks for giving me this chance...
I'll try to do my best :)

"Welcome Home"

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This is my first time writing down in my new blog,
It's not my first blog actually, i have my previous one but i forgot the passw :p

I don't have any reasons why i chose ~*Kichi Mochie*~ as the name for my blog

but.. maybe i really love Mochie.. It's one of my favourite snack... :)~

Yeah... I realize that so many things happened in my life...
...Happiness, Sadness, Lovely Life, Feeling guilty etc...
All of them completed my "Story of the Memories...."

For the Memories,

maybe... some says "don't look back"

some says "it's just a past"

some says "they won't came back"

Whatever they said about you, i don't care...You will always stay with me!

Because of you, i've got my wings to fly away... to see my beautiful life...

For all people who read this..
"Welcome Home, welcome to my world"
:)

~*k1chi*~